It used to be mine.
It was given to me…
I didn’t understand how I was to care for it.
Nobody taught me.
It just never really seemed to be a part of me.
Time went by and at some point…
It was nobodies responsibility but mine.
Somehow, I had learned to separate myself from it.
In my mind it was not mine…
It has to be someone else’s.
I can’t understand it.
It doesn’t have anything to do with me.
Not the real me.
Moments of clarity
When the awesomeness of the responsibility
Sets in.
The time that was wasted looking the other way.
The time that was wasted not living up to dreams.
Time that was wasted…..
Knowing,
That now I have the opportunity
To take this thing,
And make it better…
Is awesome.
But bittersweet.
Somehow the knowing,
That it will never be as wonderful
As it could have been.
Better, but not the same.
Never the same
As it could have been…
Sunday, February 1, 2009
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Posted by Meli at 10:02 PM
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