Saturday, January 28, 2012

Things left unsaid....

The Picture

Walking into the living room, Dee stops and looks at a picture on the wall. Standing in front of it examining it closely, she speaks to her husband who is sitting on the couch watching TV. 

"This doesn't make sense in here anymore." She says quietly. 

"What do you mean?" He asks, keeping his eyes glued to the screen.

"This picture." She takes two steps back and squints her eyes. "Everything in here, we've changed so much. It doesn't make sense anymore."

Keeping her back to him, she stands quietly contemplating the picture. It is a black and white photographic print of a couple sitting in the back of a Parisian cafe. The Man is holding a burning cigarette in his left hand; it smolders into a stream of smoke, forgotten. The conversation and the beautiful woman sitting across from him intrigue him. She looks back at him with an adoring gaze. It seems as though they hang on each others' every word, as though no other conversation could be more true or real. 

Dee stands and gazes about the room, examining each piece of furniture and decoration as if they held some secret.

"We picked this picture out together. I remember that. you said it looked so classy, with the different shades of grey, black, and white." She surveyed the room again. "It seems though, we've taken to buying pieces on our own. From a stranger's point of view, this space looks perfect, but doesn't look right to me. It doesn't feel right anymore."

Looking away from the TV for the first time since she came in the room, he slowly scrutinizes the room. "I didn't  realize that you felt that way, just guess I never thought about it."

"That isn't so surprising," she says distractedly. She has turned to look at the TV from her standing position in front of the picture. "Not surprising at all." 

"What do you want to do with it?" He asks her gently, his attention back on the screen. 

"I don't know. It's so familiar, it's always been there, I love it so much." She looks back at it. "It's the one thing in here that has lasted all these years."

"We could change the rest of the room, if you wanted, and keep the picture. We can do it together."

"I'm not sure I'm willing to put that much work into it. I don't know that I could even try."

He clicks the power button on the remote control, and the TV snaps off behind her. The sudden silence was startling. 

Monday, July 19, 2010

How Strange it is..

How strange it is....

...to be anything at all!

How strange it is that we all have two legs, two arms, hands fingers...yet we all look nothing alike.
How strange it is that we all love but we don't all always love each other.

How strange it is that we all sing and dance but we don't all sing or dance with each other.

How strange it is we all have lips and power of speech,but we don't always speak to each other.

How strange it is we all have two ears, but we don't always listen.
Originally posted
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Posted by Meli at 1:02 PM 0 comments

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Light

Arms raised before her, palms turned
Up-towards the sky.
She smiles and closes her eyes.
The sun caresses her face.

She’s not sure what she is waiting for
But it’s something wonderful-
More powerful than she could ever imagine.
She couldn’t say how she knew.

Flower petals drift down from some unknown source
and land softly in her hands.
Bringing the petals closer to her face,
She can smell their sweet fragrance.

Delicate promises from the heavens.
The sun warms her fingers, and
It flows through her,
Filling her completely.

Her heart feels peaceful and secure.
She opens her eyes and feels so free.
Smiling-and with happy tears,
She runs toward the light.

The Widow

She stares down at the cool clear
Water filling the gleaming white porcelain tub.
It almost glimmers as it reflects the lights.
Months have passed since he’s been gone
Lost at sea one foggy night.

“Fell overboard, legs got caught in the seaweed.
His boat went on without him.”
The fisherman said.

The water spilled over the lip of the tub
overflowing onto the black and white tiles-
Pooling around her feet.
She steps in and lays back sending streams rushing out around her.
That tap still running-
In her mind mimicking the “roaring” of the ocean.

“Yes ma’am, his body washed up on the rocks not far from the docks.
Poor soul-
Didn’t stand a chance when that storm blew in.”

She doesn’t know how much more of this she can take.
How she will go through life without him.
The water is under her chin-
taking a deep breath she submerges herself.
Letting out a breath-
A bubble floats up to the surface…
She wonders at how easy it would be to let it all out.
She empty’s her lungs and waits for the courage to….

A pounding interrupts her thoughts-
She quickly sits up in the tub and
Gasps for air!
“Mommy! The waters coming out from under the door!
Mommy!”

Stars are Falling From The Sky

Stars are falling from the sky
Its not so strange to see.
But what happens if a star
Would fall and land on me?

Would I burn up into tiny embers
To be blown away with the winds?
Will I soak up its rays
and shoot starlight from my hands?

I imagine I could catch one
and break it into parts.
Pierce it deeply within my chest to
replace the hole that’s in my heart.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Randomness...

I have no idea where any of this came from..lol, just thought I'd put it up. It is three separate things......

*I can’t believe this day. Its like no other. Its colors paint a picture that I would never have believed. Tears fell that day and my screams were louder than anything I had ever imagined could come out of me, out of my soul. Blues splash across my eyes and I can’t see anymore. I am running blindly and I can feel it creeping up on me. The blackness of his soul. His breath hot on my neck. I could feel it deep in my body, making everything inside of me crunch up into a ball. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I ran. I ran faster than ever before in my life. I had to escape this day. The dark gray day.


*What if he held on too tight. What if I could never ever again see the sunshine dancing off his face? Can he hear me? Can he sense what I’m feeling? How can I let this go when it feels so right in my heart? Will this ever come to be? Him and me?

*Emotions run deep this time of day. The days work is almost over and it seems like one can’t take even one more thing. Drained. We yell, we scream, and we fight for this day. Its not over. So much left yet to do.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Looking

I look
Everywhere.
Under rocks
Up in trees.
Its nowhere to be found.
I sigh.
I scream.
Desperation.
I shake my head.
Side to side.
Side to side.